This time of year is always hard for me.
Three years ago we had just rekindled our friendship.
I had so much hope for her life.
She had Garett and we all thought she was safe at last.
Before I knew it she was gone.
At least she knew I never stopped loving her.
She will always be my sister
I just wish I could let go of the what ifs.
It had to be this way.
We had to lose her so we could cherish each second.
She sacrificed her life for each one of us.